A Yes Weekend


She crawled into bed with us in the small hours of the morning. Which wouldn’t be odd except that it is. Save for the rare, extravagant thunderstorm, nothing wakes her up. She’s never tried to snuggle between us before dawn. She usually sleeps straight on through, waking only when I or the sun pour into her room in the morning.

But there she was,Β  almost completely asleep, except for the parts of her that were climbing on in.

And, of course, we know why. We know that school is different this year. Bigger and more challenging. She’s had to make new friends and adjust to missing old friends. She’s had to adjust to a new classroom and new teacher and she’s had to get through the day without a rest or a nap. She’s been tired and weepy in the evening. And when the sun and I try to coax her eyes open in the morning, it’s taking more effort.

And then there’s home. It hasn’t been smooth sailing here either. There have been appointments and discussions and fear and anxiety. And she feels every last bit. They both do. I try to hide it but my emotions are not things that like to be contained. They spill out all over and I know she sees it. They both do.

We know that the stress sitting on our shoulders is falling off onto theirs. We try to protect them from all of it but we are a family. We share it all, the good and the bad, whether we want to or not. So they both wake throughout the night, seeking what they didn’t get during the day. They need to make up what they missed.

So we decided to make it a Yes weekend. Yes to all the things. All of them. Yes to extra screen time and extra treats. Yes to this park and that park and every park in between. Yes to pumpkin patches and festivals and playdates and parties. When she asked, I said yes. If he wanted something and it wouldn’t cause bodily harm, I said yes. When we brainstormed ideas or ways to spend the afternoon, we said yes. Yes, yes yes.

pumpkin patch

And, of course, they were happy. They were happier than I’d seen them in weeks, maybe months. They bounced and they smiled and they giggled. And I’m sure part of that bouncy smile came from the chocolate chip pancakes they had for breakfast or the impromptu movie night that stretched past bedtime.

But part of it also came from the air. The air of relaxing. Of wanting to enjoy each other and our time together, as a family, more than wanting to control every moment. Of just wanting happiness and not letting anything get in the way.

I watched them at the park and my cheeks hurt from smiling. I watched them dash around the pumpkin patch and felt so happy I could have cried. I danced with her on the hayride and we were the only ones in our wagon who stood up to spin and twirl when the tractor stopped and she’s still talking about it. I watched them run around and play and slide and leap and I remembered that this is life. This is family In all of the living we’ve been doing over the past few weeks and months, the really hard, gritty, dirty living, we’d completely lost sight of this. This moment when living doesn’t mean arriving on time at appointments and filling out all of the paperwork and checking all of the boxes. This moment when living means just being here and saying yes.

Of course, we had to reign things in eventually. A family doesn’t run, at least not well, on chocolate chip pancakes and late bedtimes. But somehow, even with a few No’s, we’re back to life.


  1. Aww hope everything is OK with your family – and it’s good to indulge the kiddos once in a while. I am the type of parent that’s afraid to spoil my son but often forget he’s 7 and a good kid – so pancakes when he asks is OK and sleeping a bit late isn’t bad either. Happy Hump Day Tricia! -Iva
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  2. Everyone needs a Yes weekend every now and then. It’s good for the soul. πŸ™‚
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  3. I agree with Jennifer, it’s good for all of us to have a “yes” weekend every now and then. My family is due for one, for sure.
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  4. I love this: “But part of it also came from the air. The air of relaxing. Of wanting to enjoy each other and our time together, as a family, more than wanting to control every moment. Of just wanting happiness and not letting anything get in the way.”

    We had our first set of “Yes” days this summer. Each girl got a day to themselves for yes, yes, and yes. I wrote about it on my blog here: http://rudeysroom.com/2014/08/27/how-to-have-a-yes-day/
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  5. I agree with Jennifer, too! Everyone needs a weekend like that occasionally! πŸ™‚
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  6. This. Oh my … my 4 year old SrK is waking me up at least 3-4 times in the night. And somehow she bounces up out of her bed each morning – pretty excited about the day… and then gets off the bus a sobbing wreck.
    I missed you mommy.
    oh my heart.
    but, also SOO tired. Let me sleep at night child and will happily run around the field with you. (because contrary to what some think, kids in school all day does not actually mean I can go back to bed and sleep all day! there are still things to be done and other SAHMs dropping by.)
    But maybe, I should have a period of “yes” too. Argh – this post hits too close. πŸ™‚
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  7. This makes me breathe easily. I want that weekend.
    Scarlet climbed into bed with us early this morning because she had a dream that I turned into a bath toy and all she wanted was to lay in my non-bath-toy arms.
    We made that happen.
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  8. I hear you. It’s been similar in our house too and I know that it rolls off onto my kids’ shoulders. I need and want more Yes weekends. We had a Yes day last Sunday and it felt so good to just let all that go and just play and jump and run and be.
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  9. I’ve heard of people doing β€œyes” days or weekends – and it sounds like yours was a success. Sometimes we just need those extra few moments – that special time to connect. Glad to know it helped you get back on track.
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