Lovely little things, week 16

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They say that when you are about to do something big and scary, make a big change or take a big risk or stand up and do that something you’ve always dreamed of doing but just haven’t ever scared up the guts to do, that you should surround yourself with the people who will build you up. Not in a fake “you can do anything!” kind of way, because those people can be just as toxic as the “you shouldn’t do that!” people. You need the people who support you in a “you can do this and you need to do this and I’m so glad you are doing this” kind of way.

When they say that to you, know that they are right. And when you find your “you can do this and you need to do this and I’m so glad you are doing this” people, hug them tightly.

To my people, thank you for your support this week.

And now, this week’s lovely little things.

hugs
It bothers him when she cries. It bothers him when she leaves without remembering to say goodbye. He wants her hugs and kisses and, even without words, he asks for them.

She lives for hugs and kisses from him. She works for his smiles and giggles. She shares so that he will be happy.

And I wish I could take credit for all of this. This deeply beautiful friendship between them. And maybe, a little bit, I can. But really, mostly, it’s just them. And my heart will never stop swooning over the site of the two of them coming together, chubby baby arms wrapped around her itty bitty waist, her dark hair falling on his shoulders as she bends her head towards his. I love their love.

feeding ducks

the other side of fear
On Tuesday night I had a small panic attack right as I was trying to fall asleep. Earlier that day I had officially scheduled a post that had sprung from my heart, also on the edge of sleep, two weeks ago. I had sat on those words for two weeks. Wanting to share them but not sure I was ready to share. Until Tuesday afternoon, in a flash of a get-it-all-done moments, I put it all in motion. And then there was Tuesday night and I almost got up out of bed in search of my computer and the little button that would keep those words hidden in draft form. But I didn’t. And on Wednesday and Thursday I got the most lovely responses to those words. And then there was this that summed it all up.

And, of course, she is so right. The other side of fear, friends, is exciting and beautiful.

favorite words
“Build a corner. This is what people who are good at puzzles do. They ignore the heaps of colors and shapes and simply look for straight edges. They focus on piecing together one tiny corner. Every book, story, and essay begins with a single word… Anchor yourself somewhere—anywhere—on the page.”
— Dani Shapiro, Still Writing

Happy weekend, all. Go do something that makes your heart race and your hands shake!

7 Comments

  1. I love the quote! I had a moment like that yesterday, and it was one of the highlights of the day! Thanks for a great and thoughtful post!
    Elizabeth recently posted..Happy Mother’s Day PrintableMy Profile

  2. You are so gutsy and brave. You wrote what many of feel, but are too scared to write– and did so in a poetic way. I can’t think of more lovely gift. The gift of words that sing in many peoples hearts, the words that say, “I’m not alone” or “I shouldn’t be ashamed of myself for feeling this way.” I am so glad we’ve connected– I found you through Christine Yu. Let’s continue to inspire each other to make our hearts race and hands shake.
    Lisa @ RunWiki recently posted..The X-rated Gym and my Irrational BrainMy Profile

  3. Must find Tuesday’s post!! And yes to racing hearts and open minds!
    Nicole @ Work in Sweats Mama recently posted..Happy Mother’s Day: 7 Amazing TruthsMy Profile

  4. I think I did read Tuesday’s post but I’m going back now! I had a small panic attack the same night, but I’m not sure what about.
    I think it was about work. And upcoming BIG things – BlogU, preschool graduation, Des turning two, my sister getting married, kindergarten. AHHH!
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  5. Im off to read Tuesdays post. Congratulations… those sorts of posts take some bravery… Lovely TToT list!
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  6. Perhaps that’s why I’m struggling to write this story of mine – I hate puzzles and can’t be bothered with corners and straight lines.

    Your allusions to your earlier post intrigue me.

    Happy Weekend to you
    Considerer recently posted..Ten Things of Thankful #47My Profile

  7. I love the beginning of this post. “I love their love.” Stunning, really. I know the feeling well. My two youngest are 19 months apart and have been pals since the beginning. They argue but they have a special closeness. They have each other and it’s wonderful. It makes me happy.
    Now, I am off to read Tuesday’s post….
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